I have been in the house all day doing research, reading, thinking... I often wonder what it was in me that made me stay for 14 years of off and on commitment? Why would I give myself to someone who was not available, physically, emotionally, period? Today I think I know why because we hold on for the change the change that we think we can create, the change that we think we can create in another person and we clearly cannot, the need to have it our way. Man when you wake up from that mean sleep and finally realize that there is nothing that you can do to change another you can only change you, when you began to work on you, thing began to work for you.
It hurts coming back to life!
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